Bezpłatny fragment - niepoczytalność.

tobie. zawsze tobie.

(you could take the blame)

the only thing that ever seems to matter to you are my tears

you declined every time i asked you to come forward

as i unravel myself into the pits of despair

i wish i could will myself into someone else's skin

i water my plants that i can't seem to keep alive

i forget to nourish my body and reopen my scars

by a twinkle of the stars whose edges burn

i have your name deeply etched into my lungs

so i could remember you with every drag it takes me to forget the insecapability of myself

the person i created for the people to see

to make everyone less miserable but i can’t love myself

every evening i go to bed continuing to disassociate from life

i become a secondary character in my own story