I wrote down our love in the diaries
I wrote down our great passions
I lit up all the darkness
Now everyone can see us
***
Only in the full moonlight
Your heartbeat takes
My breath away
Only in the full moonlight
Only in the full moonlight
The moon’s silver dust
Brightens the night
Uncovers the truth
Unties the knots
Brings the cracked walls down
Only in the full moonlight
The way you look at me
Can free my will and
Let me give myself to you
Only in the full moonlight
Only in the full moonlight
The moon’s silver dust
Brightens the night
Uncovers the truth
Unties the knots
Brings the cracked walls down
Only in the full moonlight
You let your thoughts be free
They come to me
Always find me
Only in the full moonlight
Only in the full moonlight
The moon’s silver dust
brightens the night
uncovers the truth
Unties the knots
Brings the cracked walls down
Only in the full moonlight
My spells have power over you
So, you can whisper
What you want to say to me
Only in the full moonlight
Only in the full moonlight
The moon’s silver dust
Brightens the night
Uncovers the truth
Unties the knots
Brings the cracked walls down
Only in the full moonlight
I set you free from the darkness
That doesn’t let your shadows
Guide you to me
Only in the full moonlight
Only in the full moonlight
The moon’s silver dust
Brightens the night
Uncovers the truth
Unties the knots
Brings the cracked walls down
Only in the full moonlight
Your flesh can let your dreams
Fulfil desires
Only in the full moonlight
Only in the full moonlight
The moon’s silver dust
Brightens the night
Uncovers the truth
Unties the knots
Brings the cracked walls down
Only in the full moonlight
We can touch the deepest
of each other
Only in the full moonlight
Only in the full moonlight
The moon’s silver dust
Brightens the night
Uncovers the truth
Unties the knots
Brings the cracked walls down
Only in the full moonlight
***
Is this love
When your hand is clenched
Into my breast
And the other
Wanders between my legs
Is this love
When your lips taste
Salt off my back
And your eyes are looking for madness
In mine
Is this love
When body arches
With a shiver inside you
That you don’t want it to end
Is this love
When without saying anything
You clutch into my body
And hold me in a grip
While you fall asleep
After the raptures of the night
Here
I’m crazy
Oh, I feel good
I’m crazy
I want to stay with myself here
The world is turning in the wrong direction
And I’m running, I’m running away
Maybe it won’t get close to me
I’m crazy
Oh, how beautiful it is here
I’m crazy
I want to dance with myself here
Heaven on earth, earth in the skies
I’m in between flying around
Maybe I’ll get somewhere there
I’m crazy
Yes, I’m crazy
I dressed this world in colours
It sounds better now
I feel light, I feel fulfilled
I am myself
I see myself
It’s me
Madwoman
***
crushed rage
I pour into your tears
on my lips
touching my tongue
they taste bitter
oh, that’s so sweet
***
it’s warm
and cozy
here with you
wrapped
in the blanket
of your love
I get lost
in your voice
warm words
Just
You can’t silence heart
That is madly filled with love
You won’t disturb thoughts
That are craving his body
Bursts out of the chest
Unfulfilled passion
Madness
Impossible to bear
Impossible to destroy
Scorching body
Burning love — ashes of pleasure
Embers, embers of unquenchable fire
Your hands, your lips
Your body in my body
The sound of your voice
Eyes full of desire
Your neck, your thighs, your arms
YOU!
***
I’m suffocating
This sent of jealousy
It digs claws into the back
Envy
Cuts along the spine
And sprinkles salt
Onto the wounds
Your friendship
Into the fire with it
***
As he leads her into the darkness
to read his desires on her body,
she follows him as if she can’t
breathe without him.
She breathes in, his every tremble,
she drinks from his body’s unspeakable desire.
They take as much as possible.
They give what they can.
Lost
They found a world that disappears
when the streetlights go out.
The chaos of the city calls,
echoing,
won’t let them stay.
When the sands of the hot summer night
embrace their bodies
lit, naked breasts fill his hands.
They are distant from reality.
Bathed in the scent of the lake,
they can’t stop counting
the stars promising returns.
There will be so many more
moments meant for them.
Lost
They found a world that disappears
when the streetlights go out.
The chaos of the city calls,
echoing,
won’t let them stay.
Now, they are unwillingly going back.
Still through a dark corridor of trees,
towards the gloomy buildings of the city.
Still far from the empty streets of whispers.
With silent hope, that is inevitably disappearing,
shrinking under the shameless lie of the day.
They slow their steps as the sun’s rays, in search for their feet.
Lost
They found a world that disappears
when the streetlights go out.
The chaos of the city calls,
echoing,
won’t let them stay.
Please,
not yet,
one more moment.
***
When the light goes out,
my heart gets silent
and skin becomes sensitive
my voice trembles.
Are you there?
***
I sank my shyness into a glass of wine
and sweetened it with chocolate.
I gaze into your eyes with open arms.
Lay your head on my chest.
Hear the sound of my love,
amused by the rhythm of your heart.
***
I melt into memories,
capturing them on the diary pages.
Albums,
filled with images of passionate love,
shared moments.
I read them to you
therefore, our love would never be forgotten.
***
Under the veil of the night
We find our hands
We ignite in a loving embrace
We exist only when we touch our naked bodies
This night, we are made for each other
Passionately devoted
In the darkness, we can’t see
But we remember every move and touch
Without boundaries
For each other, we are
With a prayer to love
For the infinity of the night
The next day is the end
The next day, it destroys
And want us to build again
***
You found a body to caress
You took it as your own
You gave it a name — Moment
You touched
You indulged in pleasure
You destroyed
You pushed it away
You abandoned it
She felt it all!
I will write
I will write you a letter
It will be short
Hello, Beloved
I still am
Remember my dear
Only for you
I will write you a letter
It will be short
Hello, Beloved
I still am
I remember
You are gone
***
I withdraw into myself
How nice to be alone
How difficult it is to get out and scream
That I don’t want anymore!
That it hurts when you say:
Go away!
That this love is wrong
And you insist, that I should forget.
Hands
Your hands
Like silk, like velvet
Like wind caressing hair
Like warmth on the chest
Your hands
Are not mine
Not meant for me
I’m not allowed to touch them
They don’t touch me
Only you
I want you to love me.
Touch me, kiss me, be inside me.
Permeate my body like a thrill, a huge excitement.
Give me pleasure I have never felt before.
Only you can make me feel like never before.
Only with you…
In your arms, to feel your breath on my neck
and hear your heartbeat.
Let the warmth of your body penetrate me.
I want you feel thirst for me,
Like you haven’t drunk water for three days, weeks.
And like you didn’t eat your favourite delicacies in months.
Love me, please love me.
Let me burn in your love before lonely senility comes.
Today, now, always.
Love me, love me passionately.
As I love you.
Forever butterflies
Small happiness dilates the pupils
and awakens the appetite for long-trampled ecstasies
Silent pleasures stay in the corner
clenching their fists filled with ashes
from the unquenchable fire
Passion, swiped away by the wind
The scent of desire blows in by a quiet wind
on a dark, moonless night, right at my feet
And it pushes me, strongly and decisively…
towards you
Always, towards you
So unfairly
Does it know the secrets
Reads the wind like a gypsy from a hand
moments hidden in closed, tightly clenched eyes
***
Let’s turn on the lights
Let’s open the windows
Let’s tell the world
Enough of this mystery
Enough of hands over my mouth
Let’s tell the world
Let’s hold hands
Let them see
Let them know
Enough of this noise
Enough of the darkness already
Enough
They don’t care anyway
Let us be
Soon
We will sit close to each other
In the crowd
But alone
We will sit close to each other
And we will feel it
Only us
There will be time for explanations
Time to argue
Time for tears of purification
Lighter will be our souls
Lighter will be our hearts
Lighter will be our words
We will sit face-to-face
Still shy
But without the shame
I’ll tell you
You’ll tell me
We will regret our lost moments
Understanding and the feeling
Will still be there
Connection and unification
Will be there
***
You took my breath away
And you remain silent
You took it away with your touch
And you remain silent
You froze me in time
Call me
Scream as loud as you can
I will hear you
Scream with your heart
Scream with your soul
With desire
I will hear you
In timelessness
It is not too late
In timelessness
It is not too early
Crush barriers with a warm breath
With a warm embrace
It’s lonely here without you
Free me from timelessness
***
There is a moment in time
when our souls meet.
It may be only a light touch
of warm flow of air
or a thunderstorm with strong wind.
There is a moment in time
when our hearts touch.
It may be with a crush that break us
and what’s left is lost piece,
or by the synchronic beating of dancing hearts.
There is a moment,
and maybe it ends with tears
in our hands,
or maybe it starts with shy smiles
in our eyes.
One is for sure.
There is a moment in time
that we cannot forget
until the end of time.
It’s called
the longing love of lost souls.
***
When my thoughts
ran straight to you
they unconsciously
screamed your name.
In response I heard your call,
lost in the hustle and bustle
of everyday.
Now, I know,
you are there for me
like I am here for you.
A place only we know
leads us through the wilderness,
among trees painted with sun rays.
You must immerse yourself
in the depths of greenery,
and feel the warmth of the sand
under your feet.
And it may go quiet for a while.
Let yourself be guided
by the melody of the signs,
leaving shadows in the past.
And if uncertainty creeps in,
you must close your eyes
or go at night.
And let yourself be guided by touch.
Let the darkness permeate your body.
You can stop.
You should stop.
Don’t be afraid.
There’s no need to fear.
Breathe with desire,
longing and fulfilment.
We are here.
A place only we know.
***
In the dark
you hear everything more clearly.
In the dark
you don’t lose your sight.
Eyes can see through the hands.
The darkness
is filled with signs
that are read with breath, movement
and a fragrant breeze.
Because in the dark
your body smells more intensely
with passion and longing.
With desire.
***
Give me back his love
Which you tore apart
Like vultures circling
Waiting for feelings to die down
The false fumes
Of your poisoned words
Have intoxicated love
With the false temptation
Of your jealous eyes
Give me back his love
Tell the truth
About the acid spilled
The stories changed
And the truths taken away
You betrayed us
But our love has not faded away
It still smoulders
With a heat unknown to you
All it takes is a gust of wind
Just a light gust
And will ignite
What has never been extinguished
The love you stole from me
But you couldn’t destroy
I will take back
You will not understand
Because you have never been able
To speak our language of love
***
you make me want