Bezpłatny fragment - About the three who stole my heart

FOREWORD

I write on old memories by the fireplace or in chaos, when everything is gone. For me, the sense of life or happiness has already disappeared. I never really experienced pleasure, although I was close to it. I wouldn’t want to have a moment that would make me forget about someone, three girls to be exact.

These are the most wonderful girls I’ve ever met in my life. And I know that despite my young age, on the further path of life, I will not meet such special girls again. I’m too mature and experienced in life not to know about it. Only the naïve will believe in fairy tales, as ignorant as he does. I will give you to know them from the heart, not from the mind. Three girls in three days…

I lost them in a very idiotic way and I am sure I will never get them back, because even recently I stopped seeing them. Although I look for them because I love each of them with all my heart, I can’t find them. On top of that, fate makes it difficult for me… I didn’t want it to end like that. Many people say that it’s not my fault, but deep down I know that I was the one who failed. I have a very big remorse for why it ended like this. Was there no other path for us?

If only I had behaved differently, I wouldn’t have to be saddened by a million tears today, each with a different remorse. I didn’t know it, but they just wanted to be friends with me. I misinterpreted it and it turned out the way it did. I was scared of them. It’s just that someone once hurt me for a very long time, today it’s turning into consequences. My brain began to defend itself. Why should a stranger not harm me if someone from my closest environment did it? Or will they do something even worse to me? That’s what I thought at the time. And they didn’t want to do anything bad to me.

I tried to apologize to them many times, but to no avail. Today I am immersed in consideration, in impossible suffering and pain. I had been in heaven for a while, but now I had fallen into hell. I think it’s time to disappear forever. I don’t know where I’ll be and if this pain will eventually disappear, but there’s nothing else left for me. They also suffer a lot. Let’s see how miserable this life of man is, that even people do not know because of whom they have to suffer. And as for my suffering, it is already so powerful that I doubt that it will ever die, I will die, and this suffering will continue to live in me.

Let these words be an example to everyone that one should fight for exceptional people until the very end. Not all of us are unique, I’m certainly not, but they are. Maybe my words will teach that it is worth apologizing and simply telling these people what we want to say, but it is important that it is straight from the heart. Or maybe someone else will notice something else in my words and it will come out of their mouth.

I apologize from the bottom of my heart to you, girls

Though I never wanted it to end like this,

I don’t think I’ll fix it all anymore.

But I really want you to know that

I would really like to fix everything,

If only you will allow me…

I will never forget you again…

I’d love to see your smiles

for example this last time…

I’m sorry again…

For unique, beautiful and always smiling girls.

Always your Henryk

Poznań, February 9, 2026

Sorry and

At first, I didn’t know what was going on.

Butterflies flew around me.

The haze of the beauty of these butterflies positively blinded me.

I saw nothing else and only the butterflies.

I won’t say it made me happy.

It has never happened to me and it is unlikely to happen again.

Only they could have surprised me so much!

They flew around me, they also nodded

Your hands like Princesses, really.

And those smiles, ah…

They fired me up to the end.

A smile I hadn’t seen for a long time appeared.

No one had seen him for a long time, because I was reluctant to smile,

From reluctance, from fatigue, from the day I wasn’t there.

But then they came…

And they saved me, they gave me their hands,